Past That

Sometimes I think about all the people that I came up with.  I've lost contact with so many of them.  Basically you can say that I have lost contact with all of them.  I'm not sure how I feel about that.  We've all gone in different directions and it would be nice to stay in contact, but I don't really worry about it.  I think that I have moved on, by choice or not.  It doesn't really bother me anymore.  It did.  I was completely out of the loop on everything.  I still am.  I'm OK with that now.  I haven't been home in years and I don't have much desire to.  I've closed that chapter of my life.  It's not one of those things where it made me the person that I am today or anything.  It's pretty much like college for me.  I went through it and nothing came of it.  I met plenty of people but if they didn't want to be around, they didn't stay.  If I didn't want them around, I left them behind.  There are people that I wish things had gone different with.  That's just natural.  Those people will more than likely find their way back around.  When that time comes, it will be like nothing ever changed.  Life continues whether we want it to or not.  I'm just here to make the best of it all.