Evolver

It's 2012.  I'll be thirty at the end of the year.  Wait.  I had to pause for a minute.  That was very depressing to type that.  Anyway, things become stale after a while.  Vacations only gloss over the fact that we have to go back to the life that we tried to leave behind.  It's always hard for me accept that I'm not where I want to be.  I say that, but I don't know where I want to be.  I've spent my adult life going back and forth on where and what I wanted to do.  From Columbus to Montgomery to Charlotte to Tulsa to Oklahoma City to Richmond and back to Little Rock.  The funny part is that I never left.  I'm still here, by choice.  I'm by no means a failure, but how many entries have I written about my frustrations with what I'm doing?  It's probably time for me to step out of my comfort zone.   One thing that I'm going to try to change is neglecting my biggest supporters, my family.  The majority of my family doesn't even know that I do this or that I have written a book.  All they know is that I'm alive and well.  That is mostly my fault.  I took being a private person to the extreme.  I'm going to be a more aggressive person.  The Chase will continue and hopefully finish.  I plan on finishing my second book this year.  Keep your fingers crossed.  We'll see.  I'm not one for making resolutions.  I'm just going to put forth my best effort to change.  This is a big year and possibly the last year.  Might as well go out with a bang.