Better

"You can do better."  I've been hearing that quite a bit lately.  It seems that people aren't satisfied with my performance.  In different parts of my life, I'm not living up to someone else's expectations for me.  Does that make those points valid?  I'm not sure.  It seems like people have always had high expectations for me because of things that I have no control over.  I can't help what influences how people see me, but I have to accept them.  Can I do better?  Sure I can.  It's not as easy as it sounds.  Sometimes I just want to be ordinary.  It's hard to do because I'm so awesome.  Seriously, I have to do better.  Only time will tell if I live up to everyone's expectations.  I know I will never be able to live up to my own.  I had big dreams and I still hope to live up to them one day.  My time is running out for some, but I won't reveal what those dreams are here.  That will keep the suspense up.  I'll do better though.  I'm new to some things.  Patience is necessary with me.  Give me time and I'll be what I'm supposed to be.